February 2010
172 posts
Drowning Myself
in Cookies & Cream Ice-Cream
January 2010
111 posts
“The pain is gradual, the pain is easy…but it will be bitter.”
Encendio
Henny con Cranberry!
These are the kind of days I love about UC!
Ay ay ay Amor, Ay ay que dolor!
Barajos con familia!
Why - Cant - You.....
take me in your arms.
- Charlotte Martin; The Dance
so, it’s been done before and there is nothing wrong with doing it again, considering the circumstances. So last night I pushed aside my small anger session and tried to talk him out of his stressful evening. Sometimes I feel like a herb for doing it, but I can’t see him stressed, it makes me stressed.
SIGH, like I told my...
In the Event of My Demise
selva:
quelowat:
In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow’s Depth so much I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise ...
“I love how you can read me; its your power! I can change your mood up;...”
“Why the FUCK am I SO convinced?”
New Knot
This new knot. So stubborn and persistant. It knows it’s own way back. It always comes whether I like it or not.
I’m not derranged, nor am I expecting the most outrageous things to be handed or thrown at me. All a girl asks for is some stability and ability to maintain one emotion and one emotion only. Not 5 at time.
When things were just getting good - I just couldn’t bite...
This Morning...
So this morning, before waking for a morning class - before preparing for a long work day; I felt that knot in my throat. The same one I felt last year at this exact time of year. The fear of sayig goodbye. And it’s not the kind of goodbye like the person is never to return again, it’s the kind of goodbye that you fear because you know what is going to happen to them while they are...
CSC117
Ash, you left me alone in this class :(
All I hear is BLAH BLAH gigahertz and proscessors BLAh BLaH!
NOTE:
Everything your enduring and feeling now, I wish I could =/
A Warm Welcome
it’s been 5 days since returning to Utica College, and my life starting to have its pile ups of random stuff; some necessary and some unnecessary.
I’ve actually cooled off and let this fling be a neutral thing. Like: I get mine and he gets his. I don’t need a title. And my feelings, I’ve learned to disregard them and accept the truth.
As for my potential back at home. Its...
Can Someone Explain To Me...
Why? Why is it all so hard?
I am so content with life, until the two things I want the most are currently out of reach. The wait has equally balanced out for a year, and now when things have settled and I am capable of obtaining and maintaining them - I can’t have either of them. It hurts so much to know that one thing I can’t have is because of:
feelings being so scandolous and...
Save The Drama For Yo Momma
Porque HOY SE BEBE!
Ha Ha Ha
Oh My Berry!
I Want A Heart Transplant.
The one given to me is too sensitive to change and distance. =/
I’m back and already involved heavily into the state I once was. Perhaps not at heavy as then, but I’m halfway there. But I’m determined to pull myself out ASAP. Why am I being played for a fool here? And the words that spew off your tongue I refuse to believe. You don’t care about me. I am not important in...
“I think your afraid to admit that you missed me. But then again, you miss them...”
– FML
FML!
Ugh I hate this…save me from this insanity. Save me from all of this drama! FML! I hate emotions. FML
Minority Bus
I know why they call it that now. These so called “college” students don’t know how to be civilized. It’s effin ridiculous.
Well…UC, are you ready for me?
Loveliness on a Bus in...
less than 12 hours! =(
My vacation was very much enjoyed. I partied, saw Avatar, Nine, Youth in Revolt, The Lovely Bones and I’m about to go see Book of Eli. I saw the people that matter the most this vacation soooo…
to those of you who spared time to spend it with me, Thank You
YO SIDE OF THE BED
“you give me everything just by breathing”
-Edward Cullen
I’m in such a loving mood today besides the tragedy of a obsessive friend whom I recieved a horrible benefit from. Your so annoying. This “thing” wont budge. Trust me-we will not make it anywhere.
Toodles!
Ra Ra Ra Ma Ma Ga Ga Ooh La La
I want your love - I don’t want to be friends!
at this Swaret and I get a suspicious BBM! But who gives a fuck when your sippin’ rum and coke. Plus you don’t give 2 fucks about the bitch hating on the fact the bartender slipped a 19 year old more than one alcoholic beverage. *EVIL LAUGH*
Happy Birthday Janelle!
